Late.

Giving thanks has been ignored....

Where to begin. 

If I had to give thanks for all those days, I missed.. it would be: 

I'm glad, I'm still alive.  

A lot has happened over the months since I've last posted.  I'm kind of in this transition where I realize that I have no idea who I am.  I don't know what I want to do with my life.  I don't know what ticks.  What motivates me?  Who is my dream girl?  

I've been in this funk for a while now.  I'm thinking of just shutting everything out of my life.  It'll just be me without any outside influence or chatter. 

I'm getting older and I'm beginning to realize that I can't just sit and wonder where or what I'm doing with my life.  

I need to find my purpose.

Uh.... I did it again...

No excuses.  I take full responsibility.

It seems like I have some catching up to do.




Money is in some respects life's fire.  It is a very excellent servant, but a terrible master-PT Barnum

Mask

Is it just me.. or does this encourage people to rob banks?

I just saw a commercial for this..

The Exo-Pro neoprene face mask: http://exo-pro.com/

I'm sure it does the job....but really?  I  guess people from California just don't understand how cold it can  get in other areas.

Crap...last posted January 18th...

Crap.

Haven't posted since the 18th.  Smegging eh..

Here we go.

Jan 19: I'm grateful in the fact that I was able to juggle jobs.

Jan 20: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day.

Jan 21: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 22: I'm grateful that my gf packed my lunch.

Jan 23: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 24: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 25: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 26: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 27: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 28: I'm grateful that my gf packed my lunch.

Jan 29: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 30: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Jan 31: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 01: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 02: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 03: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 04: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 05: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 06: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 07: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 08: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 09: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 10: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 11: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 12: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 13: Grateful today because it was my mom's birthday.  She's a wonderful person with a heart o' gold.  Anybody that dealt with me during my teenage years is a saint.

Feb 14: Grateful that I didn't poison my girlfriend with my cooking.  She forced herself to eat my rather  " archaic" chocolate covered bananas.

Feb 15: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 16: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 17: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 18: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 19: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 20: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 21: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 22: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 23: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 24: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 25: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 26: I'm grateful that I was able to get through the day. 

Feb 27: I'm grateful that I was able to close an account that was pending for over six months.  WHEW!

Feb 28: I'm grateful that this month will finally close.  It's been pretty hectic..


As of lately, I've been reading Joel Osteen.  Embarrassingly enough.. I read when I'm on the john.  Thoughts of inventions, career, faith, daily rants always seem to occupy me when I'm sitting on my throne. 

I'm going off topic for some reason.. but anyways Mr. Osteen was mentioning about how a Native American was mentioning to his grandson that we all have two wolves battling inside of us.  One of them is jealous, quick to anger, selfish and just pure evil.  The other is patient, kind, generous, self sacrificing and strives for good. 

His grandson asked him who wins the battle between these two wolves.

The old man said, "The one that you feed." 

I was taken back by this little blurb from Joel Osteen.  I really have to keep my emotions in check. 













Ironically, I've been asked to post some "thankfuls" from friends and complete strangers.  I'll start doing that very shortly. 

January 18th, 2010

For today, I am thankful that I actually won three bucks on my lotto ticket. 

Granted I put down $5.00, but what the heck... you gotta play to win!

Behind behind

Three things to show that I'm thankful with my life:

-1.  Cold is almost gone 90%ish.  I'm soo glad that's over.
-2.  Met a new potential friend.  Nice guy overall.  Looking forward to see if we're compatible enough to start up our own business.
-3.  Sleeping in once again felt great this past weekend.  I've taken it for granted.

Behind in thanks

So here goes...

1) I'm thankful in the fact that work is getting a bit bearable now.  It was stressful in the beginning, but I'm beginning to see the light at the end of the tunnel.

2) I wanted to also thank a few good laughs with good friends.  I'm beginning to experience this less and less...  because of the chaotic/busy things that occur in our lives..